the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Today I felt like starting
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.no longer writing in the third person
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
like magnets
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
autonomy of learning
yeah
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
so the method has to be autonomous
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
magnetisation/form
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
god being the centre magnet
we need to be deconstructing our identities
no i haven't really read anything
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
it is hopeful
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08