it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

what do you think my name is

Rain, starting

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i see a website

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i was tempted to lie about my name

i want to do that too

whats your name?

ahnaf abrar

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

really i want the internet

its good

like first name

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i have read not even 1 book

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

lol yea

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

idk

no like which do people call me

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the site i am dreaming