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i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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Today I felt like starting

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

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Worse Lift


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

hiding from the rain

it is hopeful

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Better Lift



Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13


This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

what do you think my name is

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class