the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
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Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
like first name
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
Today I felt like starting
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
yeah
and the fake qualifier
we need to be deconstructing our identities
no longer writing in the third person