a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

yes

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

2 (actually index). two is company


i really havent

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

idk

much more tactility

It Will Get Lighter

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

division of reality is straying away from it

December 2025

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

...

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

plato

I Write Goodbye Letter

ion

i was tempted to lie about my name

...

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

no like which do people call me