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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

13, H, grate

no i haven't really read anything

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

2 (actually index). two is company

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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in a post. I want to be remembered

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

its good short few pages

isaac

Today I felt like starting

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

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I Write Goodbye Letter

The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things