There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

so at the end

autonomy of learning

but i respect your search

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

really i want the internet

division of reality is straying away from it

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

you have a beautiful account btw

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


Thank you, Jack

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

13, H, grate