think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Today I felt like starting

kind of mythopoesis

in a post. I want to be remembered

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

yes

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

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I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

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no longer writing in the third person

you have a beautiful account btw