As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
propensity within someone
its performative
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
all that is to say
kind of mythopoesis
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you