wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
it is hopeful
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
no longer writing in the third person
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
but really the thing should be autonomous
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
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Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.Better Lift