i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
that looks like my instagram account
fw
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
yeah
currently
was it worth it
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
abrar?
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
i was tempted to lie about my name