Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
."Put a blanket."
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
Can I see
autonomy of learning
and the fake qualifier
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
December 2025
so at the end
hello reader,
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!