a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

yes

brb i will read and reply sincerely

kind of mythopoesis

so the method has to be autonomous

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

as in

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

its good short few pages

Style

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

autonomy of learning

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class