Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

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I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

wait what is that

which magnetises chains of pins

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i was tempted to lie about my name

yes

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

its performative

...

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

you cannot feed someone truth

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf