with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

no longer writing in the third person

"Put a blanket."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so an active mazelike process

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

plato

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Today I felt like starting

i understand

your feed looks like my tumblr

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

currently

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

13, H, grate

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

whats your name?

thank you

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

magnetises a pin

i dont understand magnetisation

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter