i really havent

its good

is this you as well

its good short few pages

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i want to do that too

i have read not even 1 book

isaac newton

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

no like which do people call me

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

that looks like my instagram account

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

your feed looks like my tumblr

send your tumblr

whats your name?

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine


propensity within someone

2 (actually index). two is company


it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

magnetisation/form

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."