Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Thank you, Jack

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

idk

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

in a post. I want to be remembered

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

really i want the internet

its performative

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

But seriously, thank you, Jack

Slug

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you have a beautiful account btw

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