The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Better Lift

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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no longer writing in the third person

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

currently

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

is this you as well

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

autonomy of learning

you cannot feed someone truth

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


Style

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

propensity within someone

as in

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

its performative


we want to live the knowledge too live the content

that looks like my instagram account

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.