Today I felt like starting

I am below everything. 

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They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

we can only engage in such a way

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

ahnaf abrar

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

all that is to say

its performative

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

plato

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

magnetisation/form

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

autonomy of learning

you cannot feed someone truth

bro i read nothing in my life

feel you

yeah

i really havent

was it worth it

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

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send link

the site i am dreaming

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

as in

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

It Will Get Lighter

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

is this you as well