"Put a blanket."

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

but i respect your search

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

no longer writing in the third person

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

It Will Get Lighter

i have read not even 1 book

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

autonomy of learning

fw

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

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There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

its good

its good short few pages