was it worth it

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

13, H, grate

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

currently

I am below everything.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

hello reader,

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

kind of mythopoesis

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book