i understand
barren land
we can only engage in such a way
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
Today I felt like starting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
no longer writing in the third person
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
idk
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
or never left
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
it is hopeful
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
so the method has to be autonomous
currently
so at the end
autonomy of learning
not their contents