something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

13, H, grate

"Put a blanket."

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

but really the thing should be autonomous

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me