with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
division of reality is straying away from it
i love it here
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
all that is to say
December 2025
its good
the site i am dreaming
you cannot feed someone truth
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
thank you
have you read
it is hopeful
god being the centre magnet
no i haven't really read anything
brb i will read and reply sincerely
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
and the fake qualifier
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
i really havent
so the method has to be autonomous
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
send link
kind of mythopoesis
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
bro i read nothing in my life
propensity within someone