i understand
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
Thank you, Jack
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
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it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
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hello reader,
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
send link
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
the site i am dreaming
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it