a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
much more tactility
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
kind of mythopoesis
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
autonomy of learning
brb i will read and reply sincerely
it is hopeful
all that is to say
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Today I felt like starting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
but i respect your search
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything