13, H, grate

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

so an active mazelike process

we can only engage in such a way

yes

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

it is hopeful

Can I see

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

but i respect your search

Worse Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

currently

so the method has to be autonomous

Style

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.