yeah

in a post. I want to be remembered

its performative

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I am below everything. 
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Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It Will Get Lighter

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

It Will Get Lighter

bro i read nothing in my life

its good

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so the method has to be autonomous

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Worse Lift

currently

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

as in

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

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