it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

send link

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

feel you

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

ahnaf abrar

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

but i respect your search

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

and the fake qualifier

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

no like which do people call me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

like first name

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

we can only engage in such a way

Today I felt like starting

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

what do you think my name is