the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Worse Lift

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Today I felt like starting

It Will Get Lighter

it is hopeful

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

I Write Goodbye Letter

Lift Analysis

Can I see

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

...

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class