it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

no like which do people call me

all that is to say

its good

abrar?

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i want to do that too

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

we can only engage in such a way

yes

and the fake qualifier

its performative

magnetisation/form

i really havent

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


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