The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

i dont understand magnetisation

like first name

i have read not even 1 book

god being the centre magnet

sorry i am texting like a slav

what do you think my name is

was it worth it

was it worth it

barren land

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

isaac newton

your feed looks like my tumblr

lol

we need to be deconstructing our identities

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

lol yea

fw

...

i was tempted to lie about my name

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

and the fake qualifier

that looks like my instagram account

Slug

It Will Get Lighter

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

magnetisation/form

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

whats your name?

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls