i love it here

Picture

we can only engage in such a way

Better Lift

it is hopeful

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

autonomy of learning

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

currently

13, H, grate

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

not their contents

Worse Lift

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

hiding from the rain

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Rain, starting

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful