so the method has to be autonomous
As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.
so an active mazelike process
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
it is hopeful
autonomy of learning
currently
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
but i respect your search
thank you
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
fw
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
like magnets
Better Lift
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
yeah
December 2025
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
Today I felt like starting
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
no longer writing in the third person
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book