There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

but i respect your search

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

hiding from the rain

you cannot feed someone truth

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Worse Lift

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

you have a beautiful account btw

brb i will read and reply sincerely

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience. 

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no longer writing in the third person