with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i see a website

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Style

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

we can only engage in such a way

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Lift Analysis

Today I felt like starting

as in

really i want the internet

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

its performative

It Will Get Lighter

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Rain, starting

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

autonomy of learning

i want to do that too

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate