the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Lift Analysis

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

autonomy of learning

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Style

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

13, H, grate

as in

hiding from the rain

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

what do you mean

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

and the fake qualifier

i love it here

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i really havent

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

barren land

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation