it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

magnetisation/form

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Today I felt like starting

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i dont understand magnetisation

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

kind of mythopoesis

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no longer writing in the third person