you have a beautiful account btw
no longer writing in the third person
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
IWGD
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise
this is going to be awful.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing
media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
no like which do people call me
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
2 (actually index). two is company
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and
impulsively.
how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the
excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
but really the thing should be autonomous
we need to be deconstructing our identities
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
