it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

division of reality is straying away from it

like magnets

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its performative

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

so at the end

send link

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

magnetisation/form

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

was it worth it

It Will Get Lighter

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

you cannot feed someone truth

wait what is that

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

like first name

Better Lift

Thank you, Jack

that looks like my instagram account

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class