a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Can I see

autonomy of learning

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

but i respect your search

so the method has to be autonomous

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

send your tumblr

or never left

i have read not even 1 book

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

in a post. I want to be remembered

is this you as well

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

and the fake qualifier

...

and the fake qualifier

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

It Will Get Lighter

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me


i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

December 2025

kind of mythopoesis

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I am below everything.