We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
its good
no i haven't really read anything
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
plato
lol yea
like first name
feel you
and the fake qualifier
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
was it worth it
so at the end
but i respect your search
propensity within someone
god being the centre magnet
ahnaf abrar
bro i read nothing in my life
send your tumblr
what do you mean
idk
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
its good short few pages
i really havent
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
isaac
and the fake qualifier
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59