something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Rain, starting

Today I felt like starting

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something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

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"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

Style

but i respect your search

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24