amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
you have a beautiful account btw
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
its performative
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
abrar?
no i haven't really read anything
i love it here
i really havent
i dont understand magnetisation
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
god being the centre magnet
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
yes
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
fw
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
magnetises a pin
its good