I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
in a post. I want to be remembered
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
it is hopeful
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
no longer writing in the third person
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc."No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
"Put a blanket."
I am below everything.
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.