I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Worse Lift

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them. 

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i was tempted to lie about my name

isaac

i dont understand magnetisation

much more tactility

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so at the end

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

so the method has to be autonomous

bro i read nothing in my life

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

sorry i am texting like a slav

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

2 (actually index). two is company

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

division of reality is straying away from it

as in

was it worth it

not so on: yvf(wthw)

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

...

wait what is that

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

whats your name?

its good short few pages

It Will Get Lighter

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

hiding from the rain