There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

like first name

It Will Get Lighter

...

we need to be deconstructing our identities

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

wait what is that

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

feel you

abrar?

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i was tempted to lie about my name

is everyoneback on tumblr now


December 2025

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

what do you mean

lol

its good

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate