i was tempted to lie about my name

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

what do you think my name is

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

feel you

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

It Will Get Lighter

whats your name?

kind of mythopoesis

its good

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

and the fake qualifier

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.


Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Rain, starting

i really havent