I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Thank you, Jack
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
i was tempted to lie about my name
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
autonomy of learning
all that is to say
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos