One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
its good
autonomy of learning
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
i dont understand magnetisation
so the method has to be autonomous
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
ahnaf abrar
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
division of reality is straying away from it
all that is to say
its good short few pages
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
was it worth it
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.its good
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
isaac
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
plato
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them